My Two First Kisses

What a title, I know, but I can explain. Today I’ll just be talking about my two first kisses. One definitely being more embarrassing than the other, so I hope you guys will enjoy the two stories. The two first kisses I am in fact talking about are one that I’ve received and one I’ve … Continue reading My Two First Kisses

Avoidant

I’m someone who hates conflict. But in doing so, it’s something that can perhaps make a really big one. Let me give you an example. Let’s say I’m annoyed with John (made up name). John says he’s sorry about what he’s done. I say to him I’ve accepted his apology. Life back to normal, yes? … Continue reading Avoidant

Seeking Relationship Advice

My current girlfriend is my first ‘official’ relationship. She’s a girl with whom I have had many firsts with. First kiss on New Year’s Day, first girl who has seen me cry and breakdown, first ‘I love you’ I’ve said to someone not in my family. You get the idea. She is a girl I … Continue reading Seeking Relationship Advice

Shattered, Broken Inside

30th July 2018. A day that changed me. I’ve faced failure before, but perhaps none more consequential that the results I received that very day. Right now, I’m shattered, broken, almost. The amount of regrets, insecurity I’m drowned in right now, as well as anger directed at the world, despite the knowledge that I only have myself to blame is swallowing me up at the moment.